Below are the 7 most recent journal entries recorded in scrx99's LiveJournal:

Thursday, March 24th, 2005
10:50 pm	i never shouldve said the thing about hell, i was really mad when i wrote that and i didnt mean that part (Comment on this)
Wednesday, March 23rd, 2005
9:34 am	the truth about alex silver well on sunday i went to look at colleges which was good untill the events that happened on monday.monday night i get a call from joselyn and she told me that her and elex went out for ice cream and and then he brought her back to his house and they chilled in his basement. after she told me that i told her how innaproperate it was for her to do that. i then asked her if she had any feelings for him and she told me she did and my heart just dropped. i then told her we should take a break because she is the only girl in my life right now and i wanted to be the only guy in hers. then i found out that on monday after she got home alex told her that he likes her and wants to persue a relationship with her which made her second guess ours. she now doesnt know if ours is going to work out. i really honsetly thought that alex was one of my friends but now i know he was just using me to get to my girlfriend. this is tearing me up inside and i cant stand being in love with someone and not have them love you back. its the worst feeling ever and also having someone who u thought was your friend just being your friend to get your gf. i hate alex silver i hope he burns in hell because i have no one to go to for this i am all by myself with getting through this and i dont know if i can do it. someone please help me through this. Current Mood: depressed (2 Comments |Comment on this)
Tuesday, January 4th, 2005
2:57 pm	the forestpark soccer debute was last night. we played oakton (i think i spelled it right) but anyways we won 8-3 i think that this year is going to the be year for the forest park soccer to take states!!!!!! we are tite and also yesterday was my first time playing soccer in a month and a half and scored and had 2 assists lol i must say i a tiny bit proud of myself :-) Current Mood: excited (Comment on this)
Saturday, January 1st, 2005
6:17 pm	today was the longest day ever last night i went to jessicas house because she had a party. i left there at about 12 30 and went to joselyns house and stayed there to about 1 30 or 2. after realizing i was staying up way to late i went to bed at 2 30. 6 hours later i got up for work, it was wierd every box i lifted today at worked seemed twice as heavy as they usually do. but anyways 8 hours getting paid time and a half isnt 2 bad for one day..... even though i cant move anymore Current Mood: tired (Comment on this)
Tuesday, December 28th, 2004
12:53 pm	as long as i can remember i have looked forward to christmas break. this break is so much different, most of my time has been spent sitting in my house being bored. i need to do something really fun and crazy (any ideas?) but anyways i think ill just go back to being bored for another day waiting for your ideas. (5 Comments |Comment on this)
Sunday, December 26th, 2004
11:08 pm	so i havent updated in a very long time so i decided now was good. well christmas was tite i got alot of cool stuff. today was just ok because i had to work from 12:30 to 9:00 but oh well im making money. i really need a new screen name so after u read this write me notes with ideas...... thanks (2 Comments |Comment on this)
Tuesday, November 16th, 2004
6:57 pm	well today was ok wen to school then played some soccer with mike and ricky up at howison. i came home and did my homework. life is so much fun when u get your car taken away lol. (1 Comment |Comment on this)